A Poem to Soothe My Heart

A sincere of silent goodbye~

Have i ever been silently in love
With someone i can never have?
So close i can touch her hand
Yet, so far to feel her heart?

Have i ever lived in pretense
Quietly loving without any condition?
A feeling of love that's unknown
Hiding it, not knowing for how long.

Have i ever fallen deeply
Loving the person unconditionally?
So afraid to say what i feel
Acting normal, keeping things still.

Have i ever been hurt unintentionally
But put on a smile, pretended to be happy?
Deep inside i'm in pain and suffering
But outside i'm jolly and laughing.

Why does holding her hand feel so right?
I heart smiles every time she's at sight
Hearing her sweet voice makes my day
Adieu is all i can say for now...