Special Song for A Special Person

I sincerely would like to dedicate this lovely song to this special girl that i like:

I want you to know how special you are and you will always be Beautiful Just The Way You Are~

The Best New Year Gift I Have For This Year!

What a great day!!! After traveling to the south to spend time with someone that i like, now i'm back home again~

Tonight, i wished the time pass as slow as it can be and accompanied by the breeze of the sea, it seems to freeze the time on earth for this short period of time. Besides that, tonight i can't help looking at you as you looked very beautiful!!! I love staring at your hair when the gentle breeze blows your hair! I told myself this is the most beautiful woman i ever met in my life! We spent most of our time talking and laughing at the seaside and i didn't notice the time that passes by. I didn't know you love fireworks so much and what a coincident i bought it for our new year's eve date. I hope it will be the most memorable time for you! Thank you, TIME for answering my new year's eve wish and i sincerely appreciate it!!

It's been ages, i didn't feel such a warm happy feeling from my heart and now i can feel it again. I miss her so much and no words could described what i'm feeling now! Your caring feeling which you have showed me was the most precious gift above all which i have for this year!!! I will sacrifice myself no matter how much it takes to make you be the most luckiest girl in this earth!

Before i end my day, i would like to conclude the memorable moment i had with a quote:

Love is Patient, Love is Kind.
It does not Envy, it does not Boast, it is not Proud.
It is not Rude, it is not Self-Seeking,
It is Not Easily Angered, it keeps No Record of Wrongs.
Love does not Delight in evil but Rejoices with the Truth.
It always Protects, always Trusts, always Hopes, always Perseveres.

Thank you, thee for giving the best gift on earth for this year year! I Miss You Always~~~

Reflection

Today,i spend a few hours with my mentor reviewing of what i have learned from him in the past!I also reflected with him about the lessons from my recent events!

Besides that, i learned a new sentences from a book. Although it was very difficult to understand it at first but now,i truly understand what does it mean! "Excellent leaders lead the best when they lead least"

Furthermore, i'm going to apply the 5 principles that i learned from a case study for my future development and my teams!

Now i'm so excited to see my formula works: Visions+Actions = Results

Christmas Eve

Dear Santa,

Thank you very much for giving me such a fun time together with my friends Alamgir and Yuan Ying.Although today,it was raining heavily in the afternoon,the laughter that we had, drown away the rain that fall from the sky!!!I appreciate and grateful for having wonderful blessing this year especially on this special season!

Besides that,i'm having a great time bringing my friends around my hometown. They love it very much and it makes me happy too! It's part of of me that,when they are happy and i'm happy ^_^ Tonight i did called and talked to the girl that i like and both of us were happy ^_^ hehehehe~

Lastly,thank you again Santa for giving me such a wonderful time,today ^_^ It is the best gifts for me this year. Hohohohohoho~~~

Memorable Moments

Today,i keep playing the song over and over again!!! I can't help doing it as i'm starting addicted to you~The only words i can describe my current situation is I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!

Welcome Home

Today,i didn't expect that my host brother came back!Actually i thought was tomorrow or the day after.Now i'm the one who are surprised...hahahaha.

Anyway,welcome back Guilaume!!!I miss you so much and it's been 2 years you departed from Malaysia.I can recalled the time when we spend our time together while your stay in Malaysia was a fun and epic one.I can't forget those memorable time with you and the rest of the exchange students.

Besides that,i'm glad to have the chance to know your parents and your brother!You have a nice family ;-) Today,i'm very happy to spend time with you again,together with your parents!!! Well,i will visit you in France,soon!!!

Thanks for the souvenir ^_^ i appreciate it very much!

Malaysia Leadership Seminar(MyLDS 2010)

Officially from 14th - 19th December 2010,i attended the conference organized by AIESEC UTM.Indeed,it was an awesome event and the only words i could described is UNFORGETTABLE and MEMORABLE!!!

Through out the whole conference,i learned lots of knowledge about AIESEC and i improved my soft skills! Now,i truly understand what a human capable of doing something which is impossible to possible!It's just that, you want to determine to set the goal and achieved it! Besides that, doing reflection by the end of the day,also help me in a way to understand things better. I would practice this action frequently in the future!

Furthermore,i make lots lots of new friends and i'm happy to know all of them. They add the colour into my life to make it even more beautiful! I can't wait to meet them again and i hope our friendship will flourish in the future!Now we are ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY supporting each other! I can't forget the roll calls and square dance! It brought us all together!

Just to add,one of my most unforgettable and sweetest memory during MyLDS 2010 was,when i met this most beautiful girl ever on earth!!It all begin,when i actually wanted to buy the AIESEC Malaysia t-shirt and she was the one who selling the t-shirt.That's the part of how i know her and from that moment onwards,i start to have conversation with her and she seems to be a nice person.I can't forget a part when she was voiceless due to cheering and i was joking with her by communicating sign language and she hit my head,ouch~it hurts actually...hahahaha.Our relationship grows day by day through out the conference.I told myself sincerely and positively that i will make her to be the most luckiest girl on earth and i will even give her my whole heart!!!When there were line dance performed by AIESECer from other university,we went out to dance together with them and she taught me,some line dance which i'm not familiar.I taught her the line dance performed by us which was DJ Got Us Fall In Love Again by Usher.The last night during the A.M.A.N Night's,she looks completely beautiful with the white orchid flower that i slide on her left side hair.We dance together through out the whole night.All the moment i spend with her,i sincerely treasured it the most!!!Now,she likes the song "Dj Got Us Fall In Love Again" for the memory it brings to her and same goes for me too!!!If this time,the relationship come true,this song will be our symbol for our relationship!Although i chat with her 3hours ago,i still miss her so much!!!

Moreover,i respect my current Local Chapter President: Le Hoang Long!Indeed he is an amazing guy!He sacrificed a lot to create the foundation of AIESEC LC for University Nottingham Malaysia.I will continue this legacy and growth this LC into the best AIESEC LC in Malaysia which will last forever!This is my promised and i will make it come true!Thanks to Hany and Chelsie too!Without both of you,this LC UNMC cant sustain!Next year,i will make three of you proud!!!Thanks Long and Hany,for your guidance and advices!Although i'm a successful leader,humbly to say that i learned lots of things from both of you!!Learning is never ends and it's the greatest assents on earth!Three of you,humbly deserved my respect as a true leaders!!I would like to wish you All The Best in the Future!!!

Lastly,i will DO MY BEST TO BRING AIESEC UNMC the BEST IN MALAYSIA and INTERNATIONAL!

Remarkable Day

This week i'm attending Malaysia Leadership Seminar(MyLDS) in UTM,Johor from tuesday until sunday.

Yesterday,i arrived 2am in the university and after half hour i went to bed as tomorrow i'm having long day.Today was a long and tiring event but i really enjoying it and i learned lots of thing from today's seminar. I enjoyed the dances and roll calls as well. I was happy as well to meet my 3 ex schoolmates at the seminar. What a great feeling to meet them again.

Besides that,today i even met my Idol which i didn't even expect to meet him today not even in this event but he appeared out of now where walking in front of me!!!The precious moment when i shake his hand and talk to him for a few minutes,make me feel to improve myself 100xxx before i could be like him!No matter what,today i promised that i will catch up and be like him!!!I want to create a history in my life and in this generation!!!

Furthermore,i make lots lots and lots of new friends ^_^ they are all nice.

Well,i think got to pen off now.Tomorrow i have a long long day again. I wouldn't want to miss a single thing in the session. Good night everyone!

Xmas Party

What a nice brunch i had just now. Thanks Daniel for inviting me to your early Xmas party! I'm having a great time chatting with you guys! Now my spirit is lifted to celebrate Xmas.

Hmmm,should i attend caroling again this year?LOL~~~

Mission Accomplished

Woooohoooooo~~~

What a great feeling, looking at my work getting lessen one by one!!! Now, i can concentrate on 2 more important tasks! I can't wait to finish everything up so that i could rest earlier and have some recreational activities.

Besides that,i need to take care of my health. I'm over exhausted....sigh~not a good thing...

Joyful Day

What a joyful day ^_^ i received a small recognition and award from my club! I'm surprised about it!

Well, sincerely i would like to thanks everyone in the club especially the executive board for giving me lots of guidance and advices!

Thank you~thank you and thank you ^_^

Memoirs

Looking at today,i wondered how much have a changed. Deep in me, i keep asking myself. Did i changed for the better or the worse? Well, the only feeling is, i have become a better person than before...What i miss the most was the old me! Where have my courage and braveness have gone???Is it after a long period of time, i trained myself in my organization as a leader to be more aware and sensitive of today's cultures made me into a more passive person?

Today, a course mate of mine whom i sincerely admired her courage and braveness!!!I'm happy that, she help me to know some one and what struck me the most was where have the old part of me gone too?I miss the old part of me!!! Is it because of my sensitivity of not to hurt people's feeling have changed me? Is it because of my integration have changed me? Sigh~~i only wish i could know the exact answer i want now...

No matter what, it's time for me to change myself again and have to tune myself with the current environment.I have to be brave,courage and dare to speak out again!!! Change for the good!!!Thanks girl, for lifting up my spirit again!!

What a Nice Day

Its been a while i didn't eat burger since i start my university and this morning,some one cooked for me burger and it taste so delicious!Yummmmmy~~~

Before afternoon, i went to meet my lecturer to discuss about my course work and everything goes smoothly. After that, spending half of my afternoon preparing my presentation for Oral Communication Studies. In the evening,i attended the salsa class and after all i'm improving my dance!Thanks to some of the salsa dancer for giving me advice and tips!After all,dancing is to express oneself and enjoying it ^_^ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

After that,i went for some yukata photo session and it was so fun.From 7pm - 8pm,i had AIESEC meeting, followed by dinner and watched japanese movie - 僕の初恋をキミに捧ぐ. Indeed it was a touching movie and i cried some part...

Course work

I have two more course work or assignment to complete and after that i'm done. After finishing everything, i will continue concentrating in my upcoming presentation and my studies!

GANBATTE!!!

Funny Questions

Yesterday's afternoon, i was having lunch with my friends and one of them asked me: Hey,what part of girl's makes me attracted. Well, the answer was simple - their eyes. Hmm,i like girl's with big eyes or small eyes like typical japanese or korean girls...Their eyes show how sexy they can be!

Besides that,it doesn't matter to me. Most important,combination of both outlook and personality! If a girl is pretty and personality doesn't match,it is useless...

Happy Volunteer Day!‏

Inspiring, Supportive, Trustworthy, Connecting, these words describe AFS, because of the work that you—and more than 42,000 AFS Volunteers—do all around the world.

Today, December 5th, AFS celebrates the annual International Volunteer Day, joining thousands of other organizations around the world by thanking our volunteers.

Everything you do as a volunteer shows how much you believe in connecting people’s lives through AFS programs, creating bonds that often last for a lifetime. The work that you do changes people’s lives.

We have an opportunity, one day a year, to recognize your work and to celebrate your achievements. But in truth, our thanks go to you 365 days a year.

On behalf of the 12,500 participants on AFS exchanges and all of us at AFS, thank you for everything that you do for AFS, every day of the year. Our AFS experiences would not be possible without your support.

Francisco "Tachi" Cazal
President and CEO, AFS Intercultural Programs




Dear AFSer!!!

I would like to wish all of the AFSer in the world "Happy Volunteer Day". Your services towards the organization and societies are greatly appreciated! It's been a pleasure to meet all of you.

New Member

Hello~~~

I would like to express a warm welcome to the two new members in my team which are Jordan and Edwin. Hope to get a loyal service from both of you after Larrie and Formula retired from the team~~~

In Memory

Dear Formula and Larrie,

Thank you to both of you for giving me loyal service and taking care of my feet for 2years.I appreciate it very much! Thank you~thank you and thank you~~

Goodbye Formula and Larrie~~

Rejuvenating

It's been quite sometimes,i didn't went for a body massage and this morning i had a good 2hour of full body massage and what a good feeling after that~~~All the tiredness have gone away and now my body was full rejuvenated ^_^ Today,i'm going to have R&R.

Hmmm,i should go much often ne~~~

R.I.P

Rest In Peace Dear Leslie Nielsen(1926-2010)

I will miss you so much Leslie!You will always be one of my biggest fans who put laughter in my life!!!I bet everyone miss you too!!!

Hope you have lots of fun in Heaven!

Balancing My Life

Currently i'm trying to balance between my studies and activities.

So far i'm also complete for my activities preparations and now i'm back to catch up my studies. Need to do course works as well~~sigh,tiring but i can't give up.Need to be diligent every moment!!!

I can't lose to my dear japanese friends who are putting efford every second!All of you had taught me to be TOUGH!I can't lose at this moment!

絶対諦めない！！！デクスターがんばってください！！！

Hip Hop Workshop

Congratulations to Shaggy and the rest of the dance club committees for making this event a successful one!

I'm proud of you Shaggy!!!You did a good job for teaching the students in the workshop! ^_^

Great Experience

Well,it was a great experience after all!I didn't have any regret for not selected to be the last 10 participants to attend the international conference in singapore.

I'm grateful,thankful and i felt lucky to be shortlisted as the 25participants out of the 50 participants who went for the debate for the 1st half. My lost for the 2nd half was a thrill and enjoyment for me.I learned lots of thing from this.

I will keep improving myself!!!

KungFu

After dancing, i did some performance in the kitchen!Hmmm,look's like my skill is improving day by day.I received a praise too...hahahaha.

Thanks Alamgir!I know you enjoy my delicious foods ^_^

Dance...Dance...Dance

Today, i spend more than half of my day dancing hip hop, break dance and free style~~~Feel so great when i dance!

As proverb says: Dancing is the way how you express yourself, no matter you are good or bad ^_^

I'm born from THE BOOMBOX~~~

Congratulations

I would like to express congratulations to my lecturer and to his new born son, Maine ^_^ on last Wednesday!

He is lucky to have such a wonderful dad like you and he is so adorable ^_^ !!!

Thanks Giving Day

Asked to write a composition entitled, "What I'm thankful for on Thanksgiving,"

Little Dexter wrote, "I am thankful that I'm not a turkey."

Ambassador

Today i spend more than half of my day on doing research @.@ so much things i left behind...

Gosh,there are lots lots lots of things i need to do before i can achieve my next level. Next year, march, there will be an International Conference in Singapore. Only 10 participants will be selected and now i was shortlisted as 1 of the 25 participants to attend the conference as a youth ambassador for United Nations. No matter what, i will do my best to get through to selections!

Ganbatte!!!

Yesterday Once More

Indeed yesterday was a tiring day but it was awesome!Full filling my needs to be a leader again!!!

After the meeting ends,went for nasi lemak with my friends~~Love the nasi lemak and chicken so much!!

You

So I'm not strong enough?
So I'm not good enough?
Look at yourself
Who are you to say who I am?

I can do as i please
even if you try to put me down
and you don't even have the chance
just to see me cry.

What do you want me to do?!
What is wrong with me?
I won't change
Who are you to tell me I'm wrong?

I'm wrong
and there are mistakes i do
you aren't perfect either
so shut up for once.

Who are you to think you rule?
Who are you to hate?
I won't stand for it,
When will someone knock you down.

It's you who is wrong,
It's you who is pathetic,
It's you who is useless,
It's you who i should be grateful for.

Yes,grateful
if not for you
I'd still be so weak
I'd still be like you.

Wrong
Pathetic
Useless
You

Olalalalalala~~

What a tiring day @.@ it's been ages man i didn't do multi-tasking work and i'm so high now~~~

@.@ alalalalalala~~~listening to music and need to rest for a while now...

Happy Day

What a hilarious ^0^

In the evening, i went out with my friend for a hair cut and made a new friend. On our way to kajang, in the bus , i was watching at this 2 person love quarrel conversation(they are not couple~LOL) it was so funny looking at them smiling and arguing at each other. 1 support Manchester United and the other 1 support Liverpool,me? Although, i don't really watch football but i'm a big fan of Chelsea!!YEAH!!!

On my way back, it was again 3 of us in the bus...I enjoyed the conversation and laughing all the way back to campus. Now =.='' i'm hyper active~sigh~~~hahahahaha.Planning to go for a movie marathon in my netbook ^_^ until it drains my energy out~~~weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

Today Randomness~~~

What a tiring and joyful day after hanging out with my friends ^_^

Besides that, today, i'm learning a new musical instrument which is harmonica ^_^ although, i find it interesting but in the other hand it is =.='' complicated as well but i'm doing my best to learn it in a very flexible way.

Furthermore, I did some research about harmonica and i find that the notes are almost the same with my saxophone but just that the blowing technique is different @.@ hmm,need to do some experiment...Over all, i find that it is a improvise musical instrument.

Sorry April,i wont forget to practice with you too!!! Ganbatte

Surprised!!!

OMG~OMG~OMG~OMG~OMG!!!What the hell!!!Wooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~

What a surprised i had for tonight!!!Didn't expect to have a big present from Japan!!!Wooooohooooohoooooohooooooooooooo~~~Next year, personally i'm going to meet two of my favorite manga artists in Japan! If i have the chance, i wish to meet Fumiko Orikasa and most important Masakazu Morita again. Miss him so much!!!

I'm so touched and i didn't expect this time to received a very big birthday present >.< from you guys...Thank you~thank you~thank you~thank you and thank you to all my friends back in Japan!!! I already misses all of you and now it's like 100xxx even more!

あなたたち本当に再考だ！！悲しいあっても句らしいあっても嬉しいあっても楽しいあってもとどんな事あってもずっといっしょうにだ！これは私たちの永遠の約束。何あってもこの約束が私はずっと守るよ！！！
これからうちの道が長いよ。。。でもあなたたちの事を、私はがんばっる！！！負けない諦めない！！
最後にも一回みんなさん、正直にどもありがとうございます！

Happy and Tiring Day

Otsukare sama~~~

What a joyful and tiring day! It's been quite sometimes i didn't feel so happy and keeping myself occupied. Since the day i came back from Japan, i had not done anything which keep me occupied for the past 5hours...

After all, i'm happy again to fulfill my needs as a leader. By reading lots of self improvement books, i will apply it in my daily life to contribute to the society. Just to see their smile after helping them lessen their burden makes me happy too ^_^ When everyone is happy, i'm happy!

Besides that, i'm back to my sport. I'm continue practicing my basketball and hope to regain my skills again as a center forward! It's tiring to push myself but i won't give up! Mr Captain Basketball, please train me!!!

Furthermore, i'm back practicing my saxophone. I want to be a maestro jazz player! Tonight, i went for jamming with my friend and his friends. I met a new family in the music group. Long time i didn't meet my previous musician friends but i felt happy again to meet other musician as well. Hiro and the group, please wait for me next year ya! I promised i will be skillful enough to join the Asia Jazz Tour!

Birthday

Thank you everyone for your outpouring wishes, messages and calls!!

I cried to my knees when i read to what you guys and girls wrote for my birthday's messages. THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! I appreciate and touched by all of you! Your wishes, messages and calls, lighten up my day and it give me courageous to take challenges no matter how tough it is! WHEN LIFE IS TOUGHER, WE ARE TOUGHER!!!

Besides that, i miss my family and friends back in Japan and miss all my friends around the world...Hope to meet with all of you soon!

Furthermore, i would like to thanks my AIESEC team for giving me a surprised birthday party and followed by another birthday party from my friends. Indeed, i'm having a great time during yesterday night. The presence from all of you, lighten up my day!

Since i'm officially 21years old, it's time for me to carry the responsibilities, achieves my bucket wishes and making my dreams come true! I know it's hard but DETERMINATION, HUMILITY, PATIENT, TENACITY and DILIGENT will bring me the reward in the end!

A message to my ROLE MODEL! I know i haven meet you before but i will follow your footsteps and i wish, we will meet in one of the national or international conference in Malaysia! Currently, your actions and thinking are far beyond my reach and capability due to my situations but i shall work 100times to catch up with you!!! We will change and develop our country, and bring up our Malaysia name once again in the eye of the world! I hope to join with you as a leader in your team in the future!!!!!

Great Poem For Inspiration!!!

All leaders in the world,i would like to share one last piece of poem from me.Have a faith and trust it!

POWER OF "I"

I WILL DO MORE
I am only one, but I am one.
I cannot do everything, but I can do something.
And what I can do, I ought to do.
And what I ought to do, by the grace of God, I will do.
I will do more than belong...I will participate.
I will do more than care...I will help.
I will do more than believe...I will practice.
I will do more than be fair...I will be kind.
I will do more than dream...I will work.
I will do more than teach...I will inspire.
I will do more than earn...I will enrich.
I will do more than give...I will serve.
I will do more than live...I will grow.
I will do more than talk...I will act.
I will be more than good...I will be good for something.

Self-Reflection

Here is a good poem for Self Reflection!Motivate yourself after reading it!!!

Why Do I Listen

Damn, O Damn, why do I listen,

To stupid people, why do I listen.

I had an idea that I thought was great,

So off I went to tell my friend Nate,

As I told him my plan, he seemed perplexed,

He didn’t like my idea, rejected at best,

"How can I improve it?", I asked with fear,

Doubting my own abilities and wanting to hear,

Change this, change that and it'll be fine,

Add this, take away that, it’ll save you time,

Now he said, “Your plan is ready,

Take each step and just be steady”,

I did what he said and I started to try,

But three months later my plan had died,

I went to my friend who’s advice I thought true,

He looked and said, “What do you want me to do?”

No help, no support, only ridicule it seemed,

A heavy blow to my self-esteem,

Damn, O Damn, why do I listen,

To stupid people, why do I listen.

Now all alone, after a failed attempt,

My mind now vexed, I felt contempt,

Some contempt for my friend who gave me advice,

But more for myself, now I’m paying the price,

When I changed my idea, to accommodate my friend,

It was no longer mine, I was trying to pretend,

I sold myself out, when I listened to those,

Now I feel bad, why do you suppose?,

Then a voice inside responded...

The answer is easy, you failed with your wares,

Not because it wasn’t good, because the idea was theirs,

You stopped listening to yourself because you didn’t believe,

That your idea, on it merits you could achieve,

A level of success, unimaginable to you,

You doubted your talents, and now you’re blue,

But it gets worse,...

Now your afraid to try something new,

Because you past failure is haunting you,

But it was never your idea, don’t you understand,

It stopped being yours when you changed your plan,

You listened to others, that’s what went wrong,

You doubted yourself, you just went along

Damn, O Damn, why do I listen,

To stupid people, why do I listen.

So go back again, this time stay true,

To the idea you hatch, you planned within you.

And if it doesn’t work, you have no one to blame,

But at least you'll know you tried your game,

Plan again, keep adjusting, it will turn,

In your favor, and you won’t get burned,

Success isn’t easy, you need time to build,

But in the end, your pockets will be filled,

With money of course, but happiness to the letter,

Cause when you do it your way, oooh, it feels so much better.

Poems for All The Leader in the World

Dear Leaders in the world,i would like to share with you some great poems and i hope it could inspire you to move forward!Don't give up no matter how many odds against you!Build a foundation and principles in you!Be the fire to light up others!

Honesty Wins The Day

True worth is in being, not seeming,-
In doing, each day that goes by,
Some little good, not in the dreaming
Of great things to do by and by.
For whatever men say in their blindness,
And spite of the fancies of youth,
There’s nothing so kingly as kindness,
And nothing so royal as truth.

Characters That Counts

When wealth is lost, nothing is lost;
When health is lost, something is lost;
When character is lost, all is lost.

Life Makes Way For The Determined

There is no chance, no destiny, no fate,
Can circumvent, or hinder, or control
The firm resolve of a determined soul.
Gifts count for nothing; will alone is great;
All things give way before it soon or late.
What obstacle can stay the mighty force
Of the sea-seeking river in its course,
Or cause the ascending orb of day to wait?
Each well-born soul must win what it deserves.
Let the fool prate of luck. The fortunate
Is he whose earnest purpose never swerves
Whose slightest action or inaction serves
The one great aim.

Never Give Up

Never give up, there are chances and changes,

Helping the hopeful, a hundred to one;

And, through the chaos, High Wisdom arranges

Ever success, if you’ll only hold on.

Never give up; for the wisest is boldest,

Knowing that Providence mingles the cup,

And of all maxims, the best, as the oldest,

Is the stern watchword of ‘Never give up!’”

Be firm; one constant element of luck
Is genuine, solid, old Teutonich pluck.
Stick to your aim; the mongrel’s hold will slip,
But only crowbars loose the bull-dog’s grip;
Small though he looks, the jaw that never yields
Drags down the bellowing monarch of the fields!

Courage Counts

I like the man who faces what he must
With step triumphant and a heart of cheer;
Who fights the daily battle without fear;
Sees his hopes fail, yet keeps unfaltering trust
That God is God; That somehow, true and just,
His plans work out for mortals; not a tear
Is shed when fortune, which the world holds dear,
Falls from his grasp; better, with love, a crust
Than living is dishonor; envies it,
Nor loses faith in man; but does his best,
Nor even murmurs at his humbler lot;
But with a smile and words of hope, gives zest
To every toiler; he alone is great
Who by a life heroic conquers fate.

Daily Persistence

Yes, to this thought I hold with firm persistence;
The last result of wisdom stamps it true:
He only earns his freedom and existence
Who daily conquers them anew.

Enjoy The Ride

Why Don’t You Laugh?

Why don’t you laugh, young man, when troubles come,
Instead of sitting ‘round so sour and glum?
You cannot have all play,
And sunshine every day;
When troubles come, I say, why don’t you laugh?

Why don’t you laugh? ‘T will ever help to sooth
The aches and pains. No road in life is smooth;
There’s many an unseen bump,
And many a hidden stump
O’er which you’ll have to jump. Why don’t you laugh?

Why don’t you laugh? Don’t let your spirits wilt;
Don’t sit and cry because the milk you’ve spilt;
If you would mend it now,
Pray let me tell you how;
Just milk another cow! Why don’t you laugh?

Why don’t you laugh, and make us all laugh, too,
And keep us mortals all from getting blue?
A laugh will always win;
If you can’t laugh, just grin, -
Come on, let’s all join in! Why don’t you laugh?

Optimism Power

Let’s find the sunny side of men,
Or be believers in it;
A light there is in every soul
That takes the pains to win it.
Oh/ There’s a slumbering good in all,
And we perchance may wake it;
Our hands contain the magic wand;
This life is what we make it.

Choosing Happiness
Our lives are songs
God writes the words
And we set them to music at leisure;
And the song is sad, or the song is glad,
As we choose to fashion the measure.

We must write the song
Whatever the words,
Whatever its rhyme or meter;
And if it is say, we must make it glad,
And if sweet, we must make it sweeter.

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The heights by great men reached and kept
Were not attained by sudden flight,
But they, while their companions slept,
Were toiling upward in the night.

We have not wings, we cannot soar;
But we have feet to scale and climb,
By slow degrees, by more and more,
The cloudy summit of our time.

Thinking of Positive Change

When you think you’re beaten, you are.
When you think you dare not, you don’t.
When you’d like to win, but think you can’t
It is a sure thing that you won’t.

When you think that you’ll lose, you’ve lost;
For out in the world you will find
Success begins with a man’s will –
It’s all in the state of mind.

When you think you’re outclassed, you are.
You have got to think BIG to rise;
You have to FEEL sure of yourself
Before you can win a great prize.

Life’s battle does not always go
To the stronger or faster man;
But soon or late the man who wins
Is the one who THINKS he can.

Wisdom Of Age

I have in me a tendency to hate,
Yet see with joy that tendency abate,
As each new year against my casement knocks
And leaves his drift among my temple locks.

For sometimes I hated hard and long,
And found, too late, that I had hated wrong.
I hold, at length, one dominant belief:
Hate comes but when acquaintance is too brief.
So now, when half inclined to nurture spite
Against some one I deem eschews the right,
I let not judgement yield unto my huff,
But say, “I do not know him well enough.”

For always comes this thought to give me pause,
To plead the erring human’s doubtful cause;
Although my eyes discover only ill,
God knows him through and through – yet loves him still.

Tenacious Persistence

The force that is going to carry you to your goal,
Is coiled up inside of you , in your energy, your pluck, your grit,
Your originality, your character, and your possession of a strong,
Persistent, tenacious purpose.

Whatever you do in life, keep in an ambition –
Arousing atmosphere.
Keep close to those who are dead in earnest,
Who are anxious to do something in the world.
You will catch the spirit of your environment.

Power In Belief

To dare is better than to doubt,
For doubt is always grieving;
‘Tis faith that finds the riddles out;
The prize is for believing.

Self-Help For Self Respect

Let others write of battles fought,
Of bloody, ghastly fields,
Where honor greets the man who wins,
And death, the man you yields;

But I will write of him who fights
And vanquishes his sins,
Who struggles on through weary years
Against himself, and wins.

Here lies a soldier, whom all must applaud;
Who fought many batles at home and abroad.
But the hottest engagement he ever was in,
Was the conquest of self in the battle of sin.

Who conquers self, - he is a hero born,
His name may die, forgotten by his peers,
But yet the seed he sowed in care and tears
Shall bear rich harvest through immortal years.

Inspire others as it will inspire you!

New Path with New Positive Mind

There is no turning back for now!I have made my choice and no regrets!I need to fulfill my needs as a leader and i'm motivating myself into a another level of challenging events and self-perspectives!

New Motto for myself: Nanos Gigantium Humeris Insidentes

A Poem to Soothe My Heart

A sincere of silent goodbye~

Have i ever been silently in love
With someone i can never have?
So close i can touch her hand
Yet, so far to feel her heart?

Have i ever lived in pretense
Quietly loving without any condition?
A feeling of love that's unknown
Hiding it, not knowing for how long.

Have i ever fallen deeply
Loving the person unconditionally?
So afraid to say what i feel
Acting normal, keeping things still.

Have i ever been hurt unintentionally
But put on a smile, pretended to be happy?
Deep inside i'm in pain and suffering
But outside i'm jolly and laughing.

Why does holding her hand feel so right?
I heart smiles every time she's at sight
Hearing her sweet voice makes my day
Adieu is all i can say for now...

A Poem For My Heart

If fate has set us apart and shall the memory always be in my heart...

If loving you is wrong
Then my heart knows not what is right
I cry myself to sleep
Every second of the night
What is there to do?
What is there to say?
I know I can't have you
But still I give my heart away

I’d walk a thousand miles
And cry a thousand tears
Just to know your love
Will be waiting for me
But what is there to feel?
When you don’t feel the same?
I know I can’t have you
But still I give my love away

You are my dream come true
I wished upon a star for you
But what am I to know?
If you really love me so
I know I can’t have you
But still I give myself away...

A Day~

Today i did quite a few activities and it made my day wonderful ^_^ I'm satisfied that i have improved my skill in my salsa dance although there are more practice which i need to do in the class and whenever i have the free time.

Besides that,i have a short meeting in AISEC and i was appointed to be the Chief Delegate. I'm going to do my best for it and improving my sub-skills.I CAN DO IT!!!

Hmmm,this part i'm not sure what to write but there was a strange feeling from my heart which i could not explained.In the evening,i spend some time together with the person that i like by having dinner together with friends,we even chat among our self about some topics and after that i accompanied her around the computer lab(i know it doesn't sound romantic but we are in campus) Just that few precious hours that we spend together,made me understand her better.

A poem dedicated for her:

When you stare into my eyes, its a feeling I can't ignore.
I know this isn't just a game,
because, what i feel for you.
When i am close to you,i am overwhelmed with happiness.
You're what I've been waiting for my whole life.
You're someone i can share my love with,
you take away my fears.
Words can't express how much i love you.
But, through this short amount of time,
I hope you realize that my love for you is real.
I'm not with you to play games,
and i know you feel the same.
With you, is where i want to be
because i found someone who loves me just for me.
You give me all the reason in the world
to believe that you won't hurt me in anyway.
And if i ever lost you,
I don't know what i would do.
You probably think i am crazy,
but truthfully I'm not.
Although every time that we were together,
and I'm lost with the topics that you said,
all i see in this world,
is no one else but you and me.

Most Beautiful Song in the World 2

Another meaningful song by the same singer~~Love it!




Oliver James - Greatest Story Ever Told

Thank you for this moment
I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams I could have prayed for
Here you are
If I could have one dance forever
I would take you by the hand
Tonight it's you and I together
I'm so glad I'm your man
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
tonight
I don't hear the music
When I'm looking in your eyes
But I feel the rhythm of your body
Close to mine
It's the way we touch, it soothes me
It's the way we'll always be
your kiss your pretty smile
you know i'd die for
oh baby
you're all i need
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much i really need you
did I tell you that I love you
tonight
tonight
And if I lived a thousand years
You know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you
that day
but if destiny decided I should look the other way
then the world would never know
the greatest story ever told
and did I tell you that I love you
just how much I really need you
did I tell you that I love you tonight

Most Beautiful Song in the World 1

This song, i would like to dedicate for my future, one and only person that i love in this world and to every lover in the world.I pray that,they found their soul mates and be the most happiest couple in the world!




Oliver James - Long Time Coming

Long Time Coming lyrics

Everybody wants to be loved
every once in a while
we all need someone to hold on
just like a helpless child,yeah
can you whisper in my ear,let me know is alright

Chorus
It's been a long time coming
down this road and now i know
what I've been waitin' for
and like a lonely highway
im tryin to get home
Ooo,love's been a long time comin'

You can love for a lifetime
you can love for a day ,you can think
you've got everything but everything is
nothing when yot throw it away,yeah
then you look in my eyes
and i have it all once again

Chorus

Didn't know i was lost till you find me, uh huh
Didn't know i was blind, but now i see

Can you whisper in my ear, let me know it's alright

Chorus

Awesome Sunday

It was an awesome weekends,especially last sunday!!!

Having a great time learning new things and making new friends. Besides that,i enjoyed dancing as well...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.Ahhh,almost forgotten...the punishment for coming late.It was so funny...hahahaha.

Overall,looking forward for the next event to contribute myself and do my best in it!!!

Work hard,Party Hard!!!

Captain Akagi

I feel a little bit phobia when i see Captain Akagi now and than...

Apparently,2days ago(Thursday) i have an english class and i was teased badly when i can't read some words properly.Besides that, he said i'm trying to avoid the correct way of reading by reading fast.So he asked me to repeat a few time on the same sentences if i read too fast.

Hold Your Horses~~~That's the words which echo through my ears for the whole evening...Gaaahhh.

I felt like giving him some bananas!!!

Anyway,i shall take it as a challenge to improve myself!Alalalalalalala~~~

You

Whenever I look into your eyes,
I begin to get butterflies,
Then my heart skips a beat,
I couldn't give a speech.

There are so many words I want to say,
When I look into your eyes.
I want to be able to tell you one day,
But I'm left speechless every time that I try.

You must have stumbled across the key,
And discovered so much more.
You found a hidden place in me,
And opened the door,
Which you see I cried in pain.

Will it ever be the same again?
If it passes will it be the end?
I realized it was worth so much.
As I lie in bed at night.
So I allowed my soul to be touched,
Without even putting up a fight.

But now when I see you,
You look right through me,
I feel so alone now,
But when I close my eyes...

...All I see is YOU.

A Prayer

A word of prayer~~~

As i lie on the shore,
Stare into the space,
The stars start to move,
Into the shape of your face.

I see you there now,
Looking down at me,
With that cute little smile,
That I like to see.

You say "Close My Eyes",
"Tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
Just you and me.

I wish we're walking the shoreline,
With our little small feet,
Then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.

Oh how could i lie to myself,
It hurts me when i do,
Trying to forget you,
Is that i can't do...